I'm not running away!

This season is one that I didn't expect. As I sit with a heart full of confusion, I can only ask God "Why now"? It's my senior year of a 7 year journey... I should be thrilled and living the time of my life. Instead I'm confused. Full of mood swings. Anxious. Scared. And ready to cry at any moment.... Lord what's going on?

Please keep me right here until you complete your perfect work. I feel purposeless, out of control... please remind me of your purpose. I'm tired of where I am. But I know that you are molding me into the woman that You need me to be! And for that reason, I'm not running from this test!! I love you :)

Help me to run to you God!!!