I'm not a nurse

3 disappointments Lord. I'm done with this test and I'm done with nursing. I'd rather you just had declined my desires 7 years ago. I love you but I don't love the situation.... I'm moving on with my life. Only you can perform the miracle because truly I'm done trying.

Not forsaken!

Truly I miss this place so much. I'm in Mount Vernon for the weekend to watch the kids.... But honestly it's hurting more than ever. As I walked through Walmart and saw familiar faces my heart broke for 2 reasons.
1. I spent the last 5 years here... Growing, healing, mending , being stretched and broken. Many of my most challenging days were here and some of my most rewarding experiences were here. Mount Vernon has become my second home and to not be here again, coming back for another semester does hurt.
2. Being here reminds me that I'm not where I want to be. And selfishly father I'm hurt by this reality. I'm not a nurse. I have no job. I don't feel like I'm moving forward. I'm just here, a season that I don't want to be in.... But I'm here.

And I'm yours! So please take these broken pieces and with your own hands design a masterpiece! I love you and my heart with heaviness is clinging to yours!


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