His Perfect Timing!

The Lord has this perfect sense of giving us what we need in His perfect timing! Wow.... I wish I could write this out the way I feel it :) But the synopsis of it all is this:
     While sitting in our Pentecostal service last night, praising my Savior the only way I know how, there was a repetitive word that came through. Selflessness. Selflessness.Selflessness. Then God said to me "Glorify Me and in due time I will exalt you".... Wow that hit me.
     For so long I have been crying out to Him declaring my tired state. And my complaint of failing and now having to stay in school for 7 years and etc. When all along I forgot to step back and recall all that the Lord has done. The lives He has given me to witness to. People who have rededicated there life.
    Last night I rededicated my life for the sole purpose of glorifying Him! Not for me. Not for nursing. Not for time. But His lengthening of years has given me the opportunity to be His vessel that offers salvation. It is the greatest call because it's focused solely on doing what we were ALL created to do. Before I was ever designated a career, before the foundation of the world, my elected call was to spread the gospel! Wow.... Father, Son and Holy Ghost I accept! And I love you and thank you for revealing truth!
    That message was for me :) But I pray that as you read this you may be encouraged to continuously wait upon the Lord in everything. And when it feels like you just cant worship, take your eyes off of self and circumstances, and hear what God is trying to say. That's what held me for so long. I wanted... but God needs! He's an awesome father :) And what more to offer than our reasonable service of worship!!!!

"Humble yourselves therefor under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time..."

- 1 Peter 5:6