Lord :) You did it through me! Today you spoke to my pastor and first lady regarding being Mission-Minded. It went so well... thank you but I feel sad. Nervous. Alone.I know I did the right thing because of the peace that you have given me, but I am sad because I miss Apostolic Faith Tabernacle, specifically being under the leadership of Elder and First Lady Christian. I am nervous, because I don't know what to do next. I feel alone because at this very second I belong to no church :) Lord, you know every detail of every feeling. Just how my anxiety is trying to show it's little head :)
But you also know that the hands of my heart are reaching so high up for you right now. There is no one else that I can turn to for ALL of my needs but you :) What a new level of trust! So often people play and call me 'Evangelist'--- I'm sensing it more and more! Please make me an evangelist of the Gospel!
For these next few weeks before I head to school, You are calling me to study your Word for myself, develop a heart of Prayer, redefine my priorities! I can't do this without you :) Time to be about my Fathers business!
Lord,
May I continue to find my righteousness in you! Please humble me as you move me unto a higher level with you! May you continue soften my heart. ears and eyes to feel, hear and see what you are saying and doing. God... Please continue to break me and cause me to trust fully in you! I love you with all my heart, mind and soul! I rejoice in you!
Sincerely yours,
My covering is the Lord!
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Dear Otisha! May you find complete comfort, conformation and guidance in the Lord! I am so thankful to be your best friend.... I am praying for you and the Lord's will and complete hand in your life in all you do, may you continue to trust fully in your Father as you walk in complete obedience to Him, I know He is very well pleased with His servant! I Love you!
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