While sitting in class journaling the Lord began to reveal to me my life story! The past story of trials and tribulations, blessings and favor, health and protection! The story of a little girl who was forced to go to counseling, only to never receive the benefit of healthy coping strategies.
I remember once having a foster father who would continuously say to me "Tish, you have to learn to be open to receiving help! You have to learn how to emotionally connect with people. How to not put up a wall. How to emotionally feel again."
God, you are revealing to me that now is the time dust the cobwebs off of my heart. To no longer hide behind the weakness of being everyone's listener. I am ready Lord!
So... I have applied for Good Wholesome Christian counseling! God is able to deliver people immediately, but sometimes He calls us to be proactive and to reach out for help! Your will be done Lord! I am ready to be a Spiritual Being with an emotional soul :)I love you!
Your workmanship
* I saw this picture and thought "WOW! Sometimes we all just need a good cry."
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