You delight in showing mercy!

A blank page that the master novelist chose to produce a script. A canvas before the eyes of the masters of All beauty. The very regulator of the anatomical space. The collection of cellular structures, put together for one purpose.... and that alone is and has always been to radiate the artist and not the artwork.

14 days past graduation and her I am. Truth---- tired! NCLEX 3 days away, having studied to the point of feeling sick. All while making sure to put God first, and to be present with my grandmother. To the point of tears, my body during this in between stage feels... drained.

But.... I'm almost done! I know that God is about to turn everything around. Lord please help me to not rush any moment, but to rather enjoy even these moments! But i'm ready to unpack... not physical things like suitcases or boxes... but i'm ready to unpack these last 7 years. It's been such a journey. Thank you Lord so much for being with me every step of the way--- I couldn't and wouldn't have done it without you and I know that this truth remains with the NCLEX. I'm not the brightest light bulb, but with the little light I have I want to use it to glorify you!

As I texted with Stacey this morning, I was just so gracefully reminded that you Lord, put all of this together :) I have a peace that I will pass my NCLEX test... and when I do Lord please give me humility to lift all the praise back up to you! I'm on your timing Lord! I know the same way you allowed me to graduate you will work out every detail including NCLEX, my cruise with heather, Camp this summer, being a blessing to my gram, finding an apartment, and all of the other future events! You were my God yesterday, you are my God today, and I'm going to make sure that stays the same for the rest of eternity! I'm not going to let go because i'm devoted to you! And I trust that you won't let go.... even if I do sin or fall away! You will bring me back :) But.... I'd rather not have any earthly thing (Marriage, job, friendship and etc) if it means that I won't be 100% in love with you!

You are my life! Thank you for saving and keeping me! Thank you for showing mercy! Now..... time to breathe and study! We've got an NCLEX to pass!