The Holding Place

This moment.... between two very distinct 'Big Milestones'. Having graduated on April 30th, Thank you Jesus, and now waiting to receive my ATT number to take my NCLEX, I'm feeling a bit... unmotivated to get back into the books!

So, Lord would you please help me. Also I ask that you would please help me not to get an attitude when gram tells me that I should be studying. Between you and I, there are times when it's harder to be home because I'm drawn between wanting to spend time with gram, and knowing that there is this pull to keep doing what I feel as though I graduated from.

So I am in this holding place. Wanting to move even closer to you Lord. Wanting to experience the freedom of worship separated from academia.

Help me to love and cherish, to serve and bless. Please help me to see All people the way that you do! I love you Jesus with All of me!