After reading a devotional today, called SheReads, you revealed to me that I constantly judge others relationship with you. And at the same time, I glory in the fact that my personal walk with you is 'better' or more 'advanced' than theirs. How could I ever think such a thought like that? Because my righteousness if like Filthy Rags. Because without you, my walk is just that, a walk.
Lord, I have been trying to Sanctify my own self. Help me Jesus. Please Help me change this mindset that I have to perform to keep you happy. I just want to show you how thankful I am that you would save me. But you are currently saying "Tish STOP! Let go. Let me Sanctify you. You can never clean yourself up enough to be good for me. Aside for my Spirit, you are just cleaning the outside of a filthy cup. Move aside so that I may get the inside--- only my hands will fit!Lord, to be reprimanded by you hurts but feels so pleasing also. I know that you have revealed this to me, so that you may deliver me. Father please teach me to walk uprught before you... not in doing works. Choosing not to do certain things doesn't make me sanctified, but it's understanding the principle behind it. I understand God. I am going to take down all of my rules, and choose to just be led by your spirit :) You Lead me beside still waters! Lord, you know I have never been the best at following .... But I will trust :)
"Surrender everything to me dear Daughter"
1. Your hands
2. Your perceived thoughts of what I want
(Surprisingly, it's not Sacrifice)
3. Your thoughts of others
4. Your desire to be intimate with me
5. Your desire to be whole
Lord, thank you for giving my soul rest! I desire to daily wait and listen :) My Love, My love..... I love your presence!
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