" Psalm 62: 6"

"He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, i will not be shaken"

This morning i awoke at 10:15, give or take a few seconds and i stretched out my wings and my legs and counted to ten.. then i said "Good morning Jesus"... Cleared my throat and said it once again.... I then proceeded to turning my computer on, opening my bible and heating up my three packets of oatmeal 'Peaches and Cream'(did i need that much, no!!!!! I just felt super hungry) After my computer had begun, i turned on my Joyce Meyer podcast and listened to 3 sermons called 'What's been on your mind'...
One hour later, i finished and it was so amazing. She spoke on having a mindset that lived above the ground. She said that the way be live our lives in the wilderness will determine just how long we will be there.... That guarding our hearts isn't just a one time thing, but its something that we are forced to do repetitively!!!! And the list just goes on and on!!!
So in saying all that, i had an amazing quiet time this morning, and what i took from it all was that when the wilderness forces itself into our lives, which it will, because Satan wants to steal our joy, those are the moments when we must tell Satan that he is a liar and we have the victory!

Ok.... if you know me, i am a happy person... truthfully! Not much scares me, or saddens me or causes me to give up.... though i am not saying that sometimes i don't have to rebuke satan! Because i do!!!
But, being here at Ursuline College has been amazing, i love this school because i know that the Lord has placed me here for a reason. Everyday that i wake up, i feel that i am where i am suppose to be! But today, a great amount of scholarship money was sent in for me and it made me so happy because, i just knew in my little mind that i would be receiving a refund check back today. To make a long story short, i did not receive that refund check, they actually told me that i still had a balance! O did i almost cry!!!! Yes i did...
And this is when the devil tries to shake your foundation...
He began to implant thoughts in my mind such as "Just transfer already", "Maybe you won't be able to go on your mission trip to Africa" "Forget about a car!".... and every other thought! And it hurt bad, i wanted to just sit and cry, but then i remembered what Joyce had said! It's in the wilderness that the trying times come! So i rebuked Satan in the name of Jesus Christ and i walked knowing that the Lord has already planned out my every step, and my every move. And while sitting her at my desk, he took me to Psalm 62:6 that reads " He alone is my rock and my salvation: he is my fortress: I will not be shaken" AND THAT HAS BROUGHT ME TRUE JOY!!!! My finances will fail me, friends, family and school will fail me, but what i do know, is that i have a father who will be unchanging, never abandoning and positioned! My father is my stability:)