Lord i have this new favorite song, called "When i think about the Lord" by Rita Springer and it is amazing.. . It truly moves me, because there are so many times when i think about you and i just am blown away Lord. At this point in my life i am feeling guilty because i am not spending enough one on one time with you, please forgive me Lord. I will try harder! Lord, i just ask that you would help me Lord with school. Jesus i am not as smart as other people but you have called me to go here, so please help me. I try not to get overwhelmed but when i see fail after fail it's hard! Jesus, as you know i also recently gave up watching Grey's Anatomy and Desperate Housewives because it was arousing sinful desires in my heart! I pray that you would continue to help me with this Lord, you are faithful Jesus! Thank you for your love!
The Heart of a woman is essentially UNSEEN! Where no man, woman, nor anything else may go. The heart of a woman desires to be seen, sought, noticed! To be told that she is beautiful when the world looks at her. The heart of a woman should be guarded above all else for it is the wellspring of Life (proverbs 4:23). The heart of a woman was created especially by God to show his true beauty. Who he is from the inside out. The Lord made woman to be above all else, a model of his sacrifice... The heart indeed represents a tree. During the summer the tree is at it's most radiant. Like a woman walking down the aisle, she glows from the inside. She glows from everything that is UNSEEN! All of the painters exquisite skills are shown, his talent is flawless. The perfect picture of well prepared fruit... But then comes winter. A time when the fruit has all withered away and the leaves have fallen and have lost their color. It is in that time when it is the driest and in the most ugliest time, by the look of the eye. But if you know anything about the anatomy of a tree, you should know that it is in that time that the roots of that tree do the most work. Collects water from the soil, feeds the seeds for the production of the next season's fruit, reproduces strength for the weak areas, REBUILDS. The symbolization of the work of the roots represents God's work in the woman's heart. It is in those times when you feel the driest and ugliest that the Lord is actually doing the most work. That he is actually preparing you to produce more fruit for the next season. It is in that time that Jesus waters and strengthens our hearts for what is to come and what has past. And when summer rolls around, all of the work that the Lord did in us, makes it's grand entrance! The woman's heart is the root of who she is, also the vessel that God uses to feed and nourish! Ephesians 3: 16-19 "And I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge--that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God." - Because it is that fulfillment that carries you through the winter!
Jesus, i can't hear you! Or feel you! Or smell you! Or even sense your presence... Jesus i feel alone. I feel unclean, separated from Love. I feel empty. Jesus please feel me, to the top. Jesus this is not a feeling that i like. I do not like feeling separated from my father, lost in the fog. Jesus there is one thing that i can remember in my head, is that you promised that you would never leave me or forsake me lord. I grab hold onto that one promise knowing that your love is true and holy. Lord.... i only have one desire, my earnest prayer is that i may be able to live and breath in your presence for eternity. Lord help my find my smile... That Joy that you have blessed me with, my voice. Help me wait patiently on you! Jesus all my hope is in you!!
